Reminisce of the past

*You are welcome to ignore whatever I wrote*
While driving home from class just now, the past flash back in my mind.
My memory of the past events and people just came back to me.
The more I try to forget and get over it, the more it will come back to haunt me.
I can only pray that I won't make the same mistakes and be a better me in future.
My heart is in pain when my mind is thinking of the unhappy memories.
In search of happiness and hope.
I really wish that you are the one.
I'm getting all confused
I wish I'm stronger
I want to control my emotions
I want to be in control

*Random scribbles end*